"Inception"

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I've swallowed universes and spitting comets; breathing in constellations,
yet still I can't seem to map my way to the sun; I receive my affirmation,
clasped lighting bolts and sun rays around my hips, framed perfectly,
yet still I can't seem to like my reflection in the milky way; surferishly,
I've written civilizations into existence, sung the sun to sleep,
soothed the savage beast; yet still I can't cool these thoughts to sink,
they eternally burn my consciousness, I've caressed the clouds,
I could never pretend to smile because deep down, I was too stressed and proud,
Slid down heaven's rainbows, flown with angels,
yet I still can't envelop my letters to God; and bestow my halo,
I've embarked on epiphanies of celestial transcendence,
encountered resplendence; within indigenous self-preservation,
confronted hatred and gestated immaculate conceptions of love and patience,
and yet, with all that surrounds me; I will forever more conquer the world,
driven by the consequences of life's irony; and it's monotonous twirl,
subject to the flaws of utopia; holding fast to the gestures of enamor,
as love set's throughout atsonia; and lectured all 3 conquistadors,
mi amor; Theodore; consume my heart, spirit and soul with fire flies,
for my desire forever more will reign from deep within I..